I cant live with you being like this all the time. Always keeping things from me. What am i to you? Your girlfriend? No. So dont even dream of making me your wife. Cos that's not gona happen. It's never gona happen if you still continue being this way. I fucking hate you for making me feel like shit. I fucking hate you for me trying so hard to make you happy and giving the normal-est life i possibly could. Maybe i shouldnt believe in trying to help or try to change someone's life. I thought i could be of a help. Maybe not.