Sunday, April 1, 2012 @ 1:27 AM
It really saddens and hurts me abt what you've done. It was clearly your fault and all i wanted was to hear a sorry from you even if it means nothing. You had to pissed me off even more than i alrd am. As though you really did it on purpose to get me really angry. And you know how im like when im angry. I wont be able to control myself. Like some evil demon is inside me. I dont even knew i can be like what i am right now. Just like what he said, this isnt me.
Dont tell me something but do another. It will piss me off like hell.
I dont know how to write this down or how to let it out but, you cant judge me from my past. It's the past and nothing can change that. You not only hurt me physically, but emotionally as well. Much much more than he did.
Cant believed i actually let you in the family, let you come meet my parents, let you into my heart. And this is what i got after trying again? Yes, i was hurt before. But this. This is adding on to the pain, to the hurt that is still yet to be cured. You're making me feel so worthless.
Maybe you never did love me. If you did, you wont treat me this way. If you love me, you'll treat me the way he treat me. That's love. This isn't.
If then, i left him for my parents, for my family.
But now, im leaving for myself. Cos im worth more than this.
Goodbye. =')
May you find that someone or that happiness you're searching for.
Thanks for letting me feel the slightest bit of that happiness i've been craving for.
