DAMN FUCKING STRESSED UP
Wednesday, April 25, 2012 @ 11:17 PM
How's life?
Mine had not been a great one lately. Really hating on the job im doing right now. Retail isnt as interesting/exciting as i thought it was. And stupid me signed up for fulltime. -.- What can be worst right? And the pay and the working hours doesnt feel like it comprehend each other. I think i work for longer hours and i should be paid more. I didnt take my diploma for nothing. I didnt take a diploma just to get a 1.3k job sia. The least, LEAST i expect will be 1.6k.
I guess it's time to job hunt soon enough. Probably shall just try my luck applying at hotels. As admin staff? Or HR? I hope i can find it. Cos this job isnt my thing. Customer service is NEVER my thing. And i've always been and will always be an introvert. Im never outgoing, never spontaneous. I felt forced going to work every day. I felt forced doing the things i do at work. It's making me really so unhappy and stressed up. I feel like im wasting my time at this job. And my time is precious. Since i lay out my life plan. Chey. Hahah!
I only have 3-4 years to save up for settling down. Studies is another thing. Being stable and having a secured job another thing. Omg. So damn stress la please! =(
Tmr please be a better day. Please be nice to me. Really, i beg you. Cos i cant hold it in any longer. ='(