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Tuesday, March 6, 2012 @ 5:23 AM


Im proud to say im really finally over everything now. Maybe it might still hit me once in a while. But it wont be as often as it did. I wont cry for you, or over the whole thing anymore. I finally realised that i was the one who chose to leave. And i have to thankyou for really leaving. Otherwise i wont find this happiness that i was searching for all the while.

I dont see you by my side in the future, the way i see him in my future. Be it he is or is he not a husband/long-term doesnt matter. Cos i see him with me, by my side in future.

And from re-reading our past convos, i only then realised how much she really loves you and takecare of you. I have to admit i've never liked her. But if she can make you happy and love you, i should be happy for you. Just like how im sure you're happy to see me happy.

After a whole two year long suffering and crying, yes i am finally over it. Cos i finally understand why we went our separate ways. I wont regret what we had cos it was special in its own way. I could have made smarter choices but maybe it was just the way it had to be. Maybe everything had to happen then in order for things to fall into place now. Of course i'll keep our memories in a tiny corner of my mind. Just a tiny weeny corner.

It feels great that i am feeling a whole lot better about the whole two year long thing. I've finally really closed my last chapter and my new chapter awaits. Well it had been there all along just waiting to be fully opened. Finally only now i am able to do it.

Now (and i hope forever) my heart only beats for the one special person who have always been there with me through those difficult times and never giving up on me despite how hard i am to handle, Hairie Aidil ♥.

Im all yours now. My heart is all yours bby. =')



Yes the heart had been hurt, stabbed and destroyed. But it doesnt mean it cant love again. You just have to give it another try. Another shot to the happiness and love that you've been craving and looking for all the while. It isnt as impossible as i thought it was. The right one will finally come along someday, during the perfect time and for the best reason.

Her.

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Shaqqqeeylaa.

Fickle.
Control Queen.
Things have to go my way.
What else?



♥



Still somewhere out there.


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