Yeah i know i should be aslp right now. But i cant help it. Just have this sudden urge to blog. Since there's no one or no where else i can let out all of the things that i kept to myself. This is the only place or thing that i have.

Everything made perfect sense. All of the things that happened, it really made sense. I now know what is the reason why im always angry. But obviously im not gona say it here or to whoever but i guess that should be the reason.

I've been waiting for the right time to turn over a new leaf and lead a proper life again. The life that i used to live. The once religious life i had. Yes, i missed that. I really hope now will be the right time. Alhamdullilah, Allah opened my eyes and heart back to him again. I know it might not be that fast to change. Slowly but surely. Insyaallah. =)

I guess that's it. Though there's still a thousand things running through my mind but i can find the right words to say it. But it's okay cos i definitely feel a whole lot better. Certain things are best kept to ourselves.