New haircut, just a trim, after so long.

It feels so much better and lighter now.

And for the first time, i love my haircut!

Okay, maybe there isnt much difference but there sure is to me!

I lost weight yet again.

Weighed my lightest at only 41kg.

I bet i was lighter when i was so sick that time.

My arms feels like they are just bones. 

Literally bones and nothing else.

It was a really rough week.

Just something i never expected to happen ever in my life.

I fell really sick that i can barely get up and walk and live life normally.

Got my first ever experience in the ambulance with all the paramedics around me.

So drama-mama. But i was really that weak.

Can you believe i actually brought Fidelia along with me in the ambulance?

Hahah. I did. But it was a good thing cos i was in the A&E all alone.

Kinda scary actually. With all the people walking around and im just there sitting all alone. 

They poked me, took my blood and the most painful thing was when they inserted potassium into my body since im lacking it. And that was why my body felt so weak.

I never knew i am that fragile and weak. 

Just when i thought i was all better and i only had to go Poly to do a review,

i just had to throw tantrums and im sent off in an ambulance again but this time round to NUH.

It was so much more scarier at NUH. And the nurses were so not nice and NOT gentle with me unlike at KTPH. The foreign nurses treats me much much much better than our local nurses. Or maybe i should say the nurses at KPTH treats me so much nicer than the nurses at NUH. So rough and rude.

And again they poked me to insert that thgie and they took my blood. AGAIN.

They inserted like FOUR bottles of idk what water in me and the doctor even asked/persuaded me to stay for a night. Which of course hell no. The very next day is my long awaited graduation! I am so not gona stay a night at NUH. And thankgod i got to go home.

The next day, graduation went all well but i cant help but to still feel sick and giddy and weak. The only thing that saddens me is that i still have to go back to NUH to take another blood test again despite going for the other review on last Wednesday. I hope my next blood test will come out normal. Otherwise, it is a beginning to a whole new story.

Let's pray for the best. I really hope there is nothing wrong with me. =/