Tuesday, April 17, 2012 @ 11:32 PM
There's so much to say. But i cant seem to find the right words. So difficult to express this uneasy feeling.
Work started today. It doesnt have a good impression on me. I kinda dont like it. And i kinda regret taking up fulltime. Maybe everything today just dont fit. I just hope the rest of the working days will be enjoyable. I hope it wont be too difficult to adapt. But it will. Sigh.
Everything is on a rollercoaster. How?
Things with him are still unstable. We wont get to meet often. We wont have that much time for each other anymore. Another new thing that i need to get used to. My off days are rotated. Means i'll have less time with everybody. The thought of it really just sucks. And i bet i'll be tired almost each and every day. Tired = cranky = always angry and agitated. Not only that, have to endure the peak trains in the morning and rush for train when doing closing. The whole thought of it isnt awesome. We have to find our own lunch. Spend more money on lunch. Spend money on transport fare. Godddd. So stressed! Now im so really damn tempted to go get a bike. It will be definitely so much more better. I guess? Just have to ask my parents to agree to it. Which is a high chance no? But i have my reasons to why i want a bike. It convenient. Maybe i should just go get the license first and ask them if i can buy a bike if i passed? Or maybe just go seek their approval. Hehe.
There's still so much more to that. There's still so much more on my mind. So much more that i cant express. But this definitely makes me a little better. I should get/do something with my this work and not just waste the money.
1) Save some money
2) Take bike license
3) Get bike (with approval from parents)
4) Take car license
5) Save for studies
6) Save for hehe. This one like abit cant make it uh.
7) More savings for the future.
But my top priority is getting both licenses and save money for both studies and ________. Okay, that's almost all the list. -.-
But whatever. Let's go!!!
